Booyah! I live!!!!

Hello all! Yes, I know its been awhile since I wrote some blog post besides  A Damsels Day Book. But, I have been using this time to re think about:  Why I blog. What do I really want to blog about.  And trying to think how much time I actually need on the computer each day.       Computers are awesome right? And Google.... Well, Google is my friend.  But, I know personally that if I spend to much time in front of a screen I don't do any creative stuff or read much of any good books. And it doesn't do a thing for me. I'm looking to find more balance in my life so I'm going to be seriously trying to find it.  I'll be back once I've finished working out my list of stuff I actually want to blog about.    *blows kisses* Bless you all!

Ta Ta Darlings!

Post # 200

So, this is my 200th post .   And these are a couple of things I'm mulling over  and working on currently.
THINGS I'M WORKING ON
Whether to audition for a part in a local musical or not. I've never done anything like this before and I think it would at the least be a good learning experience.

Finish vamping up my resume soon, like tonight.

Keep up with my fitness program. I'm beginning to see even more results.

Order a new book I want .

Work on some blog post ideas.


I'm trying to figure out a lot of stuff in my life and am finding it a bit challenging.

STUFF I'M THINKIN' 'BOUT.

Why don't I get more comments on my blog?  I'm not really complaining , but I'm curious . I personally find nearly always something to comment about on all the blogs I follow, and I just can't work out why I don't get many. Are people bored with my blog? What do they like to read about here? Should I just stop blogging for a while?   Do people not like my blog?     Just wondering.

Why do some people have to go through sooooo much difficult hard to understand stuff and other people nothing like that at all?

I'm thinking up a couple of new story lines .





Anyhoo  that's pretty much it .   Stuff   I'm thinking and working on and trying to understand.
Maybe tonight I'll watch something I love and drink something sweet and comfortable and just relax and forget them all.  Sounds lovely no?

Did I mention along with Wolverine i also love this guy?  I <3 you Dastan!!!!!




Ta Ta Darlings!
 

Musician's and songs I like. Part One : Taylor Swift ,

 I have never met anyone who hates Taylor Swift.  I personally find her songs very inspiring and moving, lyricly and instrumentally.  However I don't beleive you could get a group of 5 people in the same room and get them to agree on which of Taylor Swift's songs is the best.   I personally can't actually choose!    i like 'Enchanted' ,'Love Story' 'Haunted ' , 'Today was a fairy Tale' and this one 'You Belong With Me.'

You Belong With Me is very special to me as its the first Taylor Swift I remember hearing and I like the vibe and meaning of the song. Simple yet, powerful in both words, music and visualality.     Taylor Swift is ver talanted and unique in every aspect of her career.    


Here is the official music video.      

 What do you think? Do you like Taylot Swift? Which song inspires you? Do you have a favourite?  What do you like most about her music?  


 P.s.  Plus, isn't her blonde hair gorgeous!
TTFN

"Hold on to my Cross"

In this day and age there are so many things we  are told are important: money, jobs, power and that they will bring us happiness. And if we are sad or discontent  we must search for something else to have or get.   We see the effects of  people who follow this creed, this way of life.
    People who have money , positions of power and the ability to help others using all these blessing for their own selfish gain and always wanting more never being content.
 Always searching , and trying everything to fill the hole in their hearts but, they find nothing.  For these things are temporary THINGS they cannot bring us full contentment.
                      And when we are blessed to have numerous blessings that can help others we MUST be thinking "I have so much! What can I give/do/etc. to make help someone's life get better? To give them a sense of worth."                            But, then we are told that 'Every one must stand on their own feet.'  ' Everyone has to do it themselves'   'Why should you give them help?What have they done for you' 'Why would you want to do that' 'What will people say.'
And all these negatives comments fill us with unsureness  in our future and in what we should be doing with all these blessings of ours, material  and immaterial.
                            And the truth is we must often just follow our gut instinct, trust our feelings , listen to our heart and most importantly , to hold on to the Cross. "Cause in the end that's all that matters. For without the sacrifice that Jesus made for  us we would have : Nothing.  

Hold on to the Cross. At times its gonna be tough, our hands may slip, our hearts may falter and we may question and even doubt. But, Jesus remains the same.   "Hold on to my Cross" He says " I'll help you carry your burdens, trials and troubles. I love you."

TTFN

Its today.

Yep. This morning at 9:55 AM  I said hello to 18.     I was a little sad to say goodbye to 17, we've been such good friends and done so much together: Went on my first pilgrimage, my first ball,  seen many new movies together, and racked my brains thinking about many things. But, hey! I do that all the time!    What will 18 be like?  Fun?   I hope so.   I was thinking last night how 10 years ago I dreamed of being 18 and all I hoped it would bring.  And I started thinking what will it bring?  Will it be all I've dreamed of?   What's it going to be like to be considered and adult? And actually BE one?!?!?    Yeah, I feel like Rapunzel. So in honour of my 18th birthday here is a little song for ya to listen to while thinking about me!

TTFN

Well, its finally come. In ten days I will.....

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Turn  18  *gulp*.    Yep, that big number .
The age when the world considers you an adult, even if you yourself don't quiet think you are?  Yep, that one.
The age when you can vote?
Yep, that one.
the age when you can do things like: smoke , drink, and do numerous other not to good things legally? 
Yep, that one.
The age where if your arrested you are treated , well , not like a kid anymore?
Yep that one. 

And I am soooooo excited and well, nervous.    Because what does being 18 mean?  I  hope that the year i have being 18 will be one of the best in my life.  

And now, ranting , moaning and sorting out the  bit of  a muddle in my head.

I remember thinking that when I turned 18 everything would be perfect. You know, I would be "grown up"  and Prince Charming would just drop into my lap.

But HEY!!!!!!!   It doesn't work like that. You and Prince Charming have to search for each other.
You might be lucky and meet him early in life.  He could be that nice guy you meet at a friends . Or maybe you just meet him without hardly trying to find him.

I've  realised  that even though girls I know who are even younger then me  have  just found their prince Charming , that no matter how i wish it was me it won't be.

  I'm single. And while some days I may tell myself that  "yeah, God will send me prince Charming some day".
  It doesn't always mean tomorrow.

And that at this stage in my life I have to learn how to : Hope, love and Trust . Trust that I'll be guided in what I'm supposed to do with my life, and who I'm meant to spend my life with.

  And I  believe that by trusting even a little  everything will be okay.      

Hey! I'm (nearly) 18 years old, young , single and most wonderful of all  ....... I've got my whole life ahead of me to live.      

And right now even though I feel like I'm hiding behind a haystack waiting, I hope , dream and wish that someday it'll be more like this:



A Happily ever After, with MY prince.

TTFN